Oh my god, the big “c” word. I ran on auto pilot from one doctor to another with a very worried mother who told me “whatever needed to be done, we would do it”. In October of 2006 I had a hysterectomy, successfully removing the cancer that grew inside of me.
Now, 30 pounds lighter, having been rescued from death twice, I find I’m still falling easily into the old habits. Strange isn’t it? We’re given such glimpses of purpose whether it be through being saved, or just knowing someone. But it’s so easy to fall back in the same routine.
Where am I now? Well if I haven’t bored you to death just yet, I will tell you.
I met a man two months ago who seems to have a very wise spirit. He cares for me, loves me even, just as I am. But, he’s large too. So now, the plateau I was on is in danger of cracking and falling apart as I have no control myself. I’m getting older and losing weight will be harder.
I have love in my life.
But I still have weight to lose.
So what will I do?
That's what I'm here to find out.
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